Thursday, February 01, 2007

Lyric of the day

You know, I'm a woman who is really ok with being single. I don't date for the sake of having someone (been there, done that). But sometimes a girl gets lonely. It's funny, because it isn't a situation that I usually pay attention to, and it always catches me by surprise. It's always someone out of my past, a situation that has become rosier in my mind then it ever was in reality. I got a blast from the past today, and for a moment, I was a million miles away from the man I always thought I wanted, but *really* isn't good for me. I know in my mind that we are not a match. I thought my heart had caught on. Apparently not.

So I would like to take a moment to pay homage to Patty Griffin, who has a song called 'Moses'.

It was exactly how I felt this afternoon. Here is a chunk of it.

'Everywhere is somewhere And nowhere is near
Everybody got somebody with their wine and their beer
So I'm just this tragic figure in the corner over here

Everytime I see him he smiles
And he tells me how well he's walking these miles
But he never ever asks a single thing about me
If I die, he'd hear about it eventually’

I don't mean for this to be all 'poor me' because that's not what I'm getting at. I just think it's funny how your emotions can take you by surprise sometimes. I consider myself fairly self-aware. It's good for me to know there is still a lot of room left for growth.